Getting to Know Me

I'm working on getting to know myself. I want to be more authentic, and I feel that it becomes easier to do that the more mindful I am. Little did I know that I would also become more aware of my past mistakes.

Part of getting to know myself means that I am less able to hide behind my denials, attitudes, and erroneous perceptions . I must look at my life honestly, without hiding. It means really examining my relationships with others and seeing my part in them. Some of what I've seen has made me feel guilty, ashamed, and very regretful.

I know that this path is not an easy one, but I am determined to follow it anyway. I want to be as compassionate and loving as possible, and I know I cannot learn to do that until I can face myself head-on. If I cannot see who I've been, how can I become a better person?

In order to be a more compassionate, genuine, loving person, I must first be compassionate, genuine, and loving with myself. That includes forgiving myself. I will learn to do that, too.